Perhaps I'm a bad person

not meaning to be, ust happen to be.

I try so hard, really I do. I'm tired.

I guess you are tired! My computer tells me that you wrote that at 3:45 in the morning.

Read the post below this and don't be so hard on yourself. I read a lot of your posts and you definitely aren't a bad person. You are trying to please the whole world and that is impossible. Just be yourself and let the chips fall where they may. You can't be all things for all people. You need to think of yourself more and not worry so much about solving all the world's problems. No, I say you are a very good person who tries a bit too hard!!!! Relax!

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We all have our moments Karrie so don't be so hard on yourself! Alot of hill climbing, ya know you fall and get right back up! Hugs! Denise

Oh sweet Karrie20x - Like tomden said, don't be so hard on yourself. We all have our moments. Remember mine a few weeks ago ? Thank goodness we have forgiving friends.

that or come to georgia and meet me...

now I'm a mean dude :-)
maybe you'll feel better about yourself

Karrie, why do you say that you are a bad person? Would you mind sharing your thoughts about this?

Hugs!

Judith

Judith, I shouldn't have started this thread. Perhaps we can just yahoo each other on this one or something. :) Sometimes I just feel that no matter how hard I try, I get further behind, rather than making progress. Let's not take it any further than that, however, in an open forum, thanks!

Of course. Feel free to e-mail me any time.

k

Karrie we have an old farm house with many unused rooms.For rent you must spend 1/2 hour pulling grass out of the flower beds. You must spend 1 and1/2 hours staring at the ocean. We give the room, bed, but you will most likely get a dog too. They will try to push you out of that bed. If you insist on your area, you might get a decent nights sleep. Also a nice 12X12 tent we used to use camping. I might be in it though so you would be forced to sleep in the house. Frank

ha ha ha ha ha h! believe it or not, I wondred it that wouldn't be a better benefit for ME or he GIRL in our neighborhod, lo! actually sounds nice to me! let me lay in hay, no men, women, chickens, pigs or cows aloud!

Karrie it sounds like you need some 'space' and a place to vent. I like Judith will gladly listen to you vent/ rant whatever during an email. Remember here at DG we all support one another. We all need a hug and sometimes a kick in the pants at the same time. I'll listen if you need to talk. Dianne

You have lots of folks at DG who are praying and cheering for you. Also remember that JESUS says He will never leave you or forsake you and never let you have more burdens than you can bear IF you will but turn to HIM and let him carry them for you. I'm not saying you don't. ok? Please don't feel I'm attacking you for lack of faith, etc. Just encouraging you to hold on tightly to the hand of the LORD. I've been thru much of what you have told us about so I truely do have some understanding of your situation. Only by the strength of JESUS have I made it thru those times. I know I'm not the only one who has walked in those shoes and many of us can really relate to your feelings and frustrations.

Remember the old saying(I'm dating myself here)GOD DOESN'T MAKE JUNK. HE also doesn't make mistakes and nothing that happens in this world at any time under any circumstances is a suprise to HIM. I have a plaque on my kitchen wall that says: Please LORD, help me to remember that nothing is going to happen to day that you and I cannot handle together.

GOD bless you dear woman.