I can't even begin to express my thoughts here

I have spent my evening trying to tie up loose ends here on davesgarden and barter with dh on why I need davesgarden. DH isn't waivering any from our agreed upon pact of cutting up credit cards and sticking with a strict budget until we have our kids raised. Seeing that we have had so many financial problems recently, this needed to be done in this household. I know in my heart that he is right, our kids HAVE to come first. When we sat down and figured out a budget a couple months ago, I was allowed $3per month for trade postage, with $20 allowed for plant purchases in April and May. This plan would allow us to live, take care of our kids, and also allow me a little for what I love.

He didn't figure in an amount for him to spend. He said he didn't need any. (I so love this man!) I feel bad about that, but he wouldn't do it! So, today when I asked to ammend the plan, both he and I felt so bad. He didn't want to tell me no, but I couldn't push it, because he didn't ask for anything when we made the plan.

Oh, I so hope you have all stayed with me through all the babbling and tears. I took a little break in typing this. I have so many tears right now it's unbelievable!

SOMEONE SUBSCRIBED ME!! I don't know who, but, please know that I appreciate it more than you can ever know! I really would like to know who, so I can keep you in my prayers, you are my angel! I Love You!
Blessings,
Joan

Joan, I'm with you in the awe and tears. Someone did the same for me. I just don't know what to say except thank you and I will pass it on. You can't know what it feels like to know you are loved and that's what you gave me, love. I felt like Sally Fields at the Oscars!!! I only hope that I can give like the people here have given to me. That one day I could make someone feel like you made me feel, that's my goal.
thank you!

And to anyone that wonders why Daves Garden is so loved just read these two posts.

I feel the same guys... I have been touched by an angel today also...
DG has been a saving grace for a tired and war sore gal..
I came here in physical, spiritual and emotional pain and have found healing, friendship and love....I am not exaggerating when I say I have NEVER experienced anything like it and I have spent more than 20 years in a pentecostal church up until 3 years ago.. now that is not a judgement just an observation...
this site is so imortant in ways we cannot imagine.. i believed God brought me here... when the thought that maybe i wouldnt have it a while hit me I just freaked out.... my husband said no matter what.. he would find a way and before I knew it I felt an angels kiss....

bless you who ever you are......

Laura

My DH said "Happy Anniversary" which was Oct 1st. He KNOWS I would've gone nuts, especially during the winter without my daily Daves Garden fix. He saw first hand last winter how this site is way better than Zoloft, or Prozac. (and I feel better physically without the drugs also). He was very quick in telling me to get the check out before the grace period was over. He can't stand it when I'm blue - he is a great guy!

There's a whole host of Angels on this site! And He blessed us with them all.

"eyes"