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dragonfly62 wrote:
Fred is suffering from depression which all in our family have but is not taking his meds. He can't find a job and it is eating him up. He won't call me because He will breack down and not feel like a man. You know how that goes. All I can do is pray that he holds on and doesn't do something stupid like I used to think about doing. Rick doesn't take over my duties he is disabled with Narcalepsy and Cataplexy but when he is ok for a few hours he drywalls and he will help me with anything I ask. He takews uppers to try to stay awake in daytime and a strong narcotic to knock him out at night, If he doesn't get to his recliner right after taking it he will fall in the floor and gets hurt sometimes. He is afraid to take it and sit right down because he had terrible hullusinations and that is hard on his heart so am very scared for him all the time too. He has Gout and very bad circulation but just like Scotty will not go for testing.Oh I shouldn't be ranting like this but my oldest Joe is very deppressed all the time too and he scares me. My mind is just rattled all the time. Sorry girls just had to let some of this out. It is eating me alive. The good Lord and you all are what keep me going everyday. Thanks for being you. LOVE & HUGS BEV