having a hard time tonight

and all im doing is crying whenim not supposed to be under stress due to jkust getting out hospital.


my hubby brought home this cute aboned siamese kitten. took to vet last week and had recheck today. well his blood work came back pretty terrible

he had feline lukemia and fip . ran the blood tests agian today and same thing. was running a fever.


we chose to put him down as i have other cats and vet said he only had like 6 months to a year and already was was fighting infection.


i am having a hard time tonight with this one. i have in my years crossed over so many but this one is tearing me up inside.

i know it had to be done because of health and risks but its so unfair. im at a complete loss tonight keep asking why such a small one.

in pain Marie