An Odd Dream

I dreamed of a couple of cats that I used to have, that are gone now..they better be waiting for me, at the Bridge!
In the dream, I could see my cat Meg, she has been gone for 10 years...she was sleeping on my bed, and when she became aware of me, she rolled over and exposed her belly....I could see that she had fleas, not a lot of them, but they were there....the same thing with Fuzz, the mother of the Horsin..she had fleas too...and I was thinking...'well, of course they do, I have only been treating Horsie' I was embarrassed that I wasn't taking care of them.