i know, it is silly,but. caera is going to be "fixed" tomorrow morn. she is now 7 months old, so i have waited as long as may be safe. i am just scared. after losing my alex and duggie so recently, just scared. with everyones fears for their babies that have so much more extreme health issues, i am embarrassed to ask for understanding and help through this, but.............after going through the "extremes" with my other babies and losing them both, the thought of such a healthy, beautiful, dear sweet child going through surgery just scares me so.
thank you all for being there before and i feel you now too:-)
pawny
