Demon was not getting better just severly worse. today her eye was blood shot and pupil fixed and dilated and all she did was cry. dr said nothing could be done anymore was it reaches the brain.
they suspected FIP OR FIV not sure which one as there was so much toxins in her blood tests today.
i made the desicion to put her out of pain today at noon. my daughter was there with me.
so if you all dont see me on the boards for a few days you know why. this was so hard yoday. i have had to make this desicion in the past but this one was hard as this was a one person kitten Mine. no one else could hold or pet her.
they told me today if it was either one fiv or fip it was due to the toxins and what she got into last week. i didnt know Fiv could come in due to a other infection but a study my vet showed me said it could as th toxinx weaked her to other things even though she was vaccinated.
My vet also gave me a copy of Rainbow bridge. but its so hard. i cant seem to quit crying. i know i did what was right and she isnt suffering anymore.
i dont know how i am gonna pay the vet bill. maybe things will work out.
thank you everyone for their prayers and kind words. Hugs Marie
