Sunday, March 7, 2004

Have been having a real craving for NUTS. Bought some roasted pecans and am going to try to portion them out - since nibbling out of the can works too well, if you know what I mean.

Finished packing up seeds for a Japanese MG co-op. This was not a good time to be doing this, with so much going on, but it had been planned for quite a while. I think I probably mixed up a few orders, so I'm hoping people will be understanding. At this point, anyone who has a mixed up order, I'm going to give a full refund - I'm just so frazzled, hitting my breaking point and cannot do a single additional thing - I finally sat down and cried when the last two orders didn't match up (kicking myself for not packing them ALL before I sent them to see if anything needed to be adjusted - unfortunately I sent out 15 packages yesterday, so I can't doublecheck). Enough of the tears, nothing is worth this - I had to remind myself.

I'm trying to stay low carb, increase my water, take my vitamins. Not doing as well as I would want to, but at least I'm not overeating. Been doing lots of frantic things like getting my taxes done, PO box, change address on bills, shopping for things I won't get there. It's very hard right now, esp. when I just want to curl up in a ball, pull the covers over my head and hide. Fortunately, the new boss can't see me now. I'll get through it all, and come out looking OK (I usually do) - I just don't know how I am going to survive the next three weeks intact.