Sunday (November 16, 2003)

Weight seems to be playing tricks, but I know I ate well yesterday (except a few handfuls of popcorn), so won't let the scale blip bother me. The blip was more body fat (1%) than weight which suggests dehydration, but the weight was also up marginally (.2 pounds).

I'm grappling right now with a job opportunity I am on the verge of applying for that would involve relocation to another country. Many mixed emotions about this. I guess it's the difference between a happy and stable and content (and slightly bored) life or following what has been a dream for several years that would involve many unknowns, but also many exciting opportunities.

I tend to be a bit more of a gypsy, so if my happiness were the only consideration, the decision would be easy, but it also impacts the well-being of another who does NOT want to move. I still may apply - I do think we have to follow our destinies, but it's a much more difficult decision when someone else doesn't want to change.