I would like to say goodbye

I have had so much sadness in my life in the last three months which I didn't want to discuss with anyone, so I came here to escape from the sadness only to find that I couldn't.
I thought this was a site that I could share my pride of growing vegetables and how large they were but I was accuse of being lewd and unchristain and by some that didn't take the time to know me, as well as having my post remove.

I do realize that a lot of you don't know me but one thing I can say is that I have never posted anything here that I wouldn't show anyone one of my six grandchildren or my pastor and I am still proud of all my photos.

I have contributed to the PDB and tried to lift sprits and help anyone in anyway I could.
I have share what little I have and tried to give back as much as I received from the people I have met here.

There is not one person here that can say I am a moocher. I even did a few drawings of a member here to lift the everyone's sprits in the winter only to be criticized for it and that post was removed without a word to me as to why, imagine my surprise when I tired to find it and couldn't.

I don't understand why things have turned out the way they have but all I can say is...I can be sad by my self.
After my subscription is over in Nove, I will not renew it.

I do understand that a good friend paid to renew it but that is not what I want, to her I say I love you so much and thank you for your kindness and please don't take it the wrong way. I will always keep in touch with you and who knows.....I just might pop up on your door step for a visit.

This is not a pity party but to say goodbye to the good friends that I have made here, I hope you'll keep in touch with me.