Lost My Baby Tues. Morn.

I got Taffy 18 years ago when the people that had her moved off and left her. They were not good to her anyway. I took her in to find her a new home and to heal up the skin and matted hair problems. Well needless to say she never left untill Tues. I loved her so much even with all the health problems she had over the years. She was diabetic, blind and had a thyroid condition. I stayed up all night Mon. with her because she could get comfortable and sleep. We talked and I petted her and told her she could go if she had to but that I would be heartbroken without her. Taffy dies at 7:50 about an hour or so after our talk.
I really feel so said and miss her so much. I remember when she was younger if she got out she would run like the wind and my Son had to go after her. We finally go her to stop that. I am on life support and oxygen and along a lot and she was my friend and companion for so long. We both looked a little alike because we both had white hair and wrinkles and a little pudgy. I know I am rambling but please overlook any mistyped or misspelled words because I am crying so hard I can't see. Thanks for listening.