My heart is very heavy right now and I need your kind words as you have heard me talk about her and show her picture many times. She was my constant companion and slept in my headboard at night just above my head. She was always close to me and this morning she seemed sick so I took her to the vet and this afternoon her beautiful, loving heart just stopped. I am lost without her and right now nothing seems to matter to me, All I can do is let the tears roll from my eyes. I find it so difficult to face the reality that she will no longer run to the door and greet me when I come home and sit on my lap while I type on the computer. I had a chance to talk to her before she passed but at that time the Vet told me she was coming around and things were looking good but an hour later her loving little heart just stopped. I am so lonely 2without her...
