Accessible Gardening: Fibromyalia & Gardening #3, 1 by BirdieBlue

BirdieBlue wrote:
OK< OK i get it....I showered and changed my socks today.
Couldn't even go to church, thank God the entire service, including the music praise & worship is a live on video stream to all parts of the world.......reachthetriad.com for an that want to join me I'm usually the blond near the front (row 1,2, or 3) just left of center. the teachings are available pod-casts 24/7 but the live service video stream services times are ES or daylight Time Sun 9:15 & 11:30am +6pm, Midweek service is Thurs 7pm....teaching is verse by verse Sunday is the new Testament and Thurs is the Hebrew Scriptures, AKA "the Old Testament". Oh how I hope some of you might join us.
I am pulling out of the horrible dark slump I have bee in since before my 1st knee surgery in Dec.
I am Assist teaching a Doggie class on Wed night , also will begin in May working 1 day / week helping @ the church with prepairing lessons or stage sets or whater needs to be done
A very special friend is helping me work thru my house and she helps me have faith that the day will come when i feel like I could actually invite some ladies for a morning coffee/ bible study.........it isn't here yet for sure, but everything is done the same way one step and one day a t a time till the goal is met, then another goal is set.....so , I am on the right trail once again.....thanks for the kicking offer for when I need it .
Some would have put me on a suicide watch these past few months if the actual truth were known......glad to be PAST there though!!! really
I would not want to essentially refuse to be available for the plans that my Lord has for me and also I would not want t hurt my friends and the people who love and care for me.
I have learned (and really knew anyway----but you forget when that dark cloud cancels out all the light)that there is a BIG difference between 'feeling 'like you are cared for AND 'being 'cared for........
what we feel is ofter very far from what actually is.....I think that is why King Solomon speaks so much (as do others throughout the Word) about the lying heart or the vanity of feelings and how feelings are not what truth should be based on.
As often happens in difficult seasons, growth occurs.
Fruit trees produce overwhelming amounts of fruit after a severe drought or other 'seeming' disaster............
....Food for thought (no pun intended.)

May God bless you each and every one of my special DG friends,
Sheri
here's a baby Carolina Wren from my front porch. It's Momma created a very well camouflaged little 'cavern' down in a hanging basked of dead plant remains from a last years pot. last weed I took it down to plan its use for this year...Momma was startled and nearly flew up my nose!!!! I'm letting her use the 'home' and no renovations will occur till she & her little family have moved on.........just thought I'd share them with you a tiny wide open mouth is about all there is to see, but at that age & stage that and the other end are basically all that matters
Hugs from a Birdie

ps...the final count is 6 Bluebird eggs again like last year, on my back porch, same box, same place, new Mom....hatch date is Mon 5/4